its been 7 months since the last time i personally saw my dad. he's working in Japan. And people there are soo workaholic that its actually hard to get some long term vacation or something.
im not really use to having a family soo close to mean. i mean, id love that of course, but i got use living independently dependent. it made me stronger all these years.
because of my ignorance of the feeling of always having your family with you, i usually tend to be less emotional and sensitive when im with them. you know, not showing much affection and stuff. nut i always wanted people to see how happy my family is. and i totally cannot deny the fact that i am blessed with the family i have.
admitedly, there are times that i dont feel like talking to my dad through instant messages or stuff. i dont know why. maybe i was/am just growing up. but tonight, i totally made fun of my dad and had vanity with him even though were like thousand miles away.
one thing that i am really thankful for is that despite the fact that i spent most of my life not having them physically by my side is that i was i was able to grow into a decent and positive lady:)
here are our pictures just a moment ago. just goofing out :))
