The story of my First Love

I am having sleepless nights. Whenever I close my eyes I think of him. When I bring myself to study, I couldn't focus because thoughts of him creeps into my mind and I just find myself in cloud-nine. I remember the last time I felt this, I didn't like the outcome and pledged to never give love a chance again. But he, he is my exception. He changed my view on love. He thought me to believe in love once more because he loved me first; because he is the ultimate example of love; because he is love.

I just love loving him; love worshiping him; love adoring him. I have given my heart one too many times to anyone or anything that would take it. But every time, it gets tossed, torn and shattered. I tried fixing it every time it gets broken- but not too long, it gets broken yet again. That is when he found me - just when I was about to walk away from life; when I have decided to live without a heart and soul...that is when he found me. he did not only fix my life and mended my broken heart but he gave me life and implanted in me a new heart. Only then did I realize I was loved - loved unconditionally and eternally :)